she.

many years back
environmental influences have shaped her to be a
soft-hearted
dependent
indecisive
obliging person
a follower

rough events have made her
even more naive
unconfident
insecure
weak
have made her wallow in
self-pity and hate

she was also lazy
unfocused
unmotivated
a procrastinator

today she is
still the same person as before
and
she feels unaccomplished

she wants to change
even if it means changing slowly
bit by bit
she wants to wisen up
she wants to love herself more
she wants to be strong and decisive
she wants to be a motivator worker
special and unique in her own right so

others will respect her and love her for who she is