101th entry!

man. time really flies. started blogging on 1st Dec 2006 and it's 28th April 2007 already. 5 months have passed and it's my 101th entry! yayy. let's celebrate. it's the first time i kept a blog/diary and it lasted.

kinship ties are really strong bonds such that when you needed something, your kin will actually know what you want. haha. this was what happened to me a few days ago. i had a extremely strong craving for satay. it went on for 2 days and i could not take it anymore. haha. i was irritating my bro with my whines since the moment he came back from school. then, i got an inkling feeling that my dad was going to get satay that night. and guess what? he really did! i was surprised. on top of it, he got bbq chicken wings as well. i was sooo happy. my grandma was happy as well. she had a craving even earlier than me. haha. i love my parents.

having a complete family is the best thing one can have in this lifetime. as for friends.... it depends on who are your friends. the problem with the group has not been solved yet. from what i gathered, zc is out of the problem. now it's luis. the problem pisses me off. 6 years worth of friendship between 2 people goes up in smoke because of SOME problem of an unknown cause. the person just didn't want to tell. why is it so hard to talk it out? if you are angry with the person and want to cool off for a while, FINE. but must you restore to going against your friend? you may not think this way but it seemed like this to me. and the rest of them are so NAIVE. i don't think they even know what is happening man. i think all they do is practise racism. as a onlooker, i can't do much about it. damns.

anddd it's so hard to find people similar to you. it's so hard to cater to everyone and be true to yourself. there's only one me and much as i wished to, i can't split myself up. so friends out there, i apologise if i neglected you in any way; not being there for you when you needed me, not keeping in contact etcetc. it's just that people have different priorities at different times and people placed importance on different things. sometimes it really could be a time problem; a matter of who ask first, a matter of timetable clashes. yup, am not a good friend i admit. i try to be one but nobody's perfect.