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arghhs. stupid com. woke me up in the middle of the night because it's running on critical battery. apparently i didn't turn it off properly. z.

don't like waking up. everything will come flooding back. it hurts. goddamn it.

have i been thinking of death nowadays ? i don't think so ? because i dreamt of death again. a friend of mine died due to heart failure i guess. it was so real. i was like "huh ? what's happening ?" when i woke up. z.