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i think i going to love all my fridays for this sem. i had lessons till 6pm on fridays last sem. it was such a booboo. THIS SEM, i have only one class on friday! had my first TS practical this morning. it seemed more like an enrichment class rather than a formal lesson to me. fridays are going to be a whole lot of fun!

just came back from kbox with eileen. =X sang many many songs. i was so surprised we could finish all of our songs within the time frame. haha. this song is nice - 原点 - 蔡健雅/孙燕姿. i think it talks about two best friends falling in love with the same person. hmm, if that is the case, what should the guy do ? and what should the girls do ? o.O

eileen asked me if i would be the one fighting for my love or i would be the one taking a step back. well.. i guess we are both passive people. haha. i mean if the guy and my friend like each other, i shouldn't come into the picture right ? it's going to be painful but do i have any other choices ?

here are some parts of the lyrics:

我应该 就走开 就算感情还在
我应该 就放开 对他不再依赖
忘了曾有过的片段 这是属于你们的未来

不要看到你们的爱败给了时间
我能愿选择离别
没有一句怨言
直到你能若无其事聊起了从前
我才发现彼此都了解
默契是最宝贵的语言


i was lucky to have eileen with me. even though it was for that few hours. even though there was no "heart matters" being exchanged. whatever it is, i was sooo happy to be out. i can't stand being at home. it makes me wanna ponder over things and i'll get real moody.