hai~

ain't a good day today. bad headstart.

woke up this morning feeling totally wrong. (can't find a better word to describe now.)
by the time i reached the bustop near my house, i wasn't in the condition to go to school. felt like crying. i could almost feel sadness in me trying to burst out. i wanted to skip classes at one point of time but i managed to convince and drag myself for lessons.

felt a little better during lecture 'cuz i was focused on taking down notes. luckily i had charlene and my piano lesson to accompany me and keep my mind off things.

it began to rain then. drizzle to shower to heavy rain, back to drizzle etc.

but my piano lesson had to come to an end too. i wasn't ready to go home after lesson. i was afraid i would just burst out crying or lash my tongue out at my family members.

took a bus to West Mall. have always wondered what's the route like. rain was still pouring and it was sooo cold in the bus. gloomy day.

reached West Mall and headed for the library. borrowed some books. ate some cookies.

tired. finally made my way home after that. had porridge for dinner. felt much better now than in the morning.