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i guess i have already gotten an answer. finally. but i think i was abit too late. hai~ i don't know. let nature runs its own course ? and leave it to fate ? argh. i don't like feeling this way.

anyway, i just got home after shopping with my family. my parents and i were like typical aunties ravaging through racks of clothes and shoes, trying to get our hands on the nicest stuff possible. i bought a long skirt, two tees and a bag. oops. i'm such a spendthrift. arghs. earlier today, i went out with jw. he wants to get long sleeved shirts. hmm.. i don't know what's wrong with me today. i kept looking at the wrong stuff. i kept looking at short sleeved ones. oops. so sorry. haha. ANYWAY, there's a REALLY BIG changing room at Centrepoint Robinsons'. it's really big k ? never seen one like this before. =x the shirts were all so niceeee. i want it! buy for me k ? i think guys really look good in long sleeved shirts. haha. walked around Plaza Sing before settling down at Secret Recipe for dessert. so yummy! i seem to be splurging on junkies nowadays. i should eat less and eat more healthily. hai~ and my dear friend kept asking me to introduce my friend to him. arghhhs. WO SHEN QI LE LA. = ((( arghs. as if anyone will care. lol.

oh ya, yesterday i was at suntec celebrating my jc's 25th anniversary. it was also the prom night for the graduating classes of '06. well, the feeling was weird because it's not supposed to be our night, yet we were there. haha. anyway, sheila, junie, lela and me were the blackies! only sarah dressed in red. she looked so princessy and lela was SEXY man. and justin came! junie invited him. Lim Boon Heng was our guest of honour. the award presentation was after his speech. we had to go on stage to get our certificates. we were all freezing backstage and worrying that we might trip over our heels. lol. the dinner was okie BUT i felt that the service was poor. it could be improved. besides eating we kept taking photos and going to the toilet. lol. okie la, i did enjoy myself there.

well, i think it was a mistake following the fuhua crowd. haha. JUST KIDDING. the guys wanted to stay out, especially justin. haha. all chiongsters lor. the three gals, including me wanted to home. i wanted to sleep because i have been sleeping late these few days. anyway, we went to Indochine at Clarke Quay. i preferred sitting outside; at least there was less smoke. in the end we went inside; i smelt of cigarette when i came out. ARGHS. shared a jug of long island tea. had half a glass and it cost me $12. zzz. *heartache* we didn't stay long there. went home at 2am. shagged.

anyway, zc was shocked at what happened to me and elv. i let him in on the actual reason behind the break up and he let me in on the kind of bond janna has with him. actually i knew most of what happen but what i didn't know what the kind of liking she has for him. it wasn't just liking him; she was deeply in love with him, or that was what zc told me. i was overcame with guilt then. oh well, i don't know. life still has to go on.