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*a birthday present for layhwee*
guess how much does this pair of earrings cost?
all my love, perspiration and effort. haha.
these aren't from solvil titus. there are designed and handmade by me. i feel so proud of it.
here's a clearer view of it.
do not copy the design! =X i'm selfish. wahaha. looks easy to do but took me quite a while to improve on the flaws of the design as well as to put the pieces together.
i hope she likes it. =)
it's supposed to be a special day for me today, but i don't feel anything close to happy. my life condition has plunged to an all time low these days. i have never felt this way before. i did encounter lots of problems in the past, especially in my studies but i was able to pull myself together, focus and fight my way through them.
this time round, ever since the mid-term break, i started to lose my momentum, focus and drive to study. the feeling sucks. half of me knew that there isn't much time left for revision; knew that i should focus and put in 100% effort for my studies just as i have put in 100% for the SD concert. but the other half of me would not budge at all.
i do not want to do anything at all.
i do not want to jog to burn away accumulated fats; i do not want to play the piano to prepare for the upcoming exams; i do not want to practise my salsa to go to higher levels; i do not even want to study for my japanese module - something which i enjoyed the most. this is bad.
anyway, thanks sharon! for the wonderful gift. =) your words have certainly encouraged me. the chocolates have helped me last through the long day today. i was literally dragging my feet to the tutorial and i'm quite amazed at my level of tolerance. i managed to sit through the tutorial (not helping out in the discussion and not knowing what was going on).
i do hope i pick myself up soon. somehow.
