haha.
not sure if i should post it but just wanna clear some things up. contrary to what others may think, we do not have a thing for each other. he's a superb-ly nice, thoughtful (or whatever good adjectives u can think of) guy; has a lil bad boy image. almost every gal's dream guy, -i think-. haha. oops. we do click well, feel comfortable in each other's presence but that's because he's nothing more than an older brother to me just like i'm a younger sister to him. plus he has someone he likes. wahaha. awwww. so sorry guys, if i disappointed ya. haha.
been through quite a bit over the past year. there were many matters in which i didn't have the wisdom to tackle things properly. regrettable indeed. everything went bad quite bad for me, at least. ever since then, i have lost faith in it. yeah. i supposed it would be quite hard for me to pick myself up again. haha. unless there's someone who can change my mind. would take an effort. but who's willing to do it? haha.