bleah.

real self - person's actual perception of traits and abilities
ideal self - the perception of what a person would like to be or thinks he or she should be.

how many people out there have both their real and ideal selves matched ? or a likely match ?
read this somewhere in my psych textbook and it just popped out of my mind.

realised that my real and ideal do not match at all! okie. exaggerated. do not match to a large extent. haha. there are so many traits which i do not have and want to possess. often, i would imagine myself being other people. haha. but i'm surprised that i'm still handle this and that i have not gone madddd yet. haha.

and thanks dian er! for going through things with me. i wasn't sure then. but i was sure now. hopefully i'm sure enough to carry out what i'm supposed to do when the time comes.

it's bright yet it's raining. i really feel very uncomfortable now. like i'm suffocating. but i can't let it out. so i have the clouds to do so for me. thx rain. haha.

- sunflowers grow because they reach for the sun. i wan to be a sunflower too! -