"to know you have enough is to be rich" - what is enough?

honestly, i am still not satisfied with my life. there seems to be something missing and i don't know what is it. everyone around me seems to lead more colorful, happier and fruitful lives. it's hard not to compare yourself with others sometimes.

i can't say i'm unhappy with my life because there are quite a bit of activities lined up for me. i am given many learning opportunities and am kept busy till i can't stop to breathe sometimes. haha. okie that's exaggerating. BUT, i can't say i'm happy because i am seriously feeling no happiness.

sometimes i feel all i am doing are just ordinary stuffs and that everyone is also doing it. i wanna do something/be different but what is being different? sometimes i feel really lousy i can't seem to step out of my comfort zone. it's so hard to take the first step but if i don't do it now, when will i?

i feel like i'm lost amidst the sulfuric dioxide clouds in venus. [lol. i was reading "astronomy today" just now.]

am i doing the things i really like now? what am i really good at?

what is enough?