z.

the whole fucking matter is super fucked up la. z. what intended to be kept hush-hush became a big hoo-ha. speculations, accusations and innocent parties are being dragged in. rumours are really scary and evil. we don't benefit from spreading shit ya? she is our friend and it's only natural that we show our concern for her since you don't have a good reputation. i can vouch that we will not do anything to harm her in any way.

and people up there, the heads, please really get your fucked up facts right before confronting people ya? don't feed us with fucking shocking information. PLEASE! i repeat once more. TOH LONG AH! GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT BEFORE CONFRONTING PEOPLE. don't speculate. NEVER EVER SPECULATE. we are trying to do our fucking good deed here only to end up being seen as accusers when we were the last to know every damn information. damn. i'm really feeling super pissed off and so disappointed. seriously, i wanna tear someone's ribs apart now. i feel so gullible, too trusting of people, so deluded. now i know better, it doesn't pay to be concerned about people ya? i shan't be a fucking nice person next time.

oh. one more thing. if you do face any fucking problems [i hope you don't], please please please please solve them yourself, don't bother others, lest you unknowingly turn them into accusers.

i don't care anymore.