worried.

being a leader is definitely not an easy job.


am currently taking care of 5 members, one of whom is a japanese friend from SUJ. both her friend and her are having difficulties coping with singlish here. actually english too 'cuz we speak very quickly. too quick for them to comprehend. haha. during conversations, my friend will just go all quiet unless a question was directed at her. during meetings, she will give a stressed-up kinda look which is quite scary. =S each time i asked if she is feeling alright or whether she needed help, she will just reply everything is okie. i wonder what is going through her mind. yongjie told me she had the same experience during the first 3 months of her stay in japan, so, it's normal. hmm.. her friend seemed to be coping much better though.. i really hope she can adapt to the environment quickly as she will be here for a year. i really hope i'm able to help her in some way but i don't know how. how?!

oh ya. i'm so happy. i met my junior. yeah! i called her cell many times. wanted to bring her out for orientation, meet her and stuff. i finally met her on thurs. turned out that she changed her hp number so i can't contact her. waaaaa.

hmm, i can't seem to return to the energy level i had before NDP. just chui-ed after NDP. been feeling lethargic, exhausted and tired. i sat through friday's lecture without even attempting to listen. all i wanted to do was to lie down and sleep. zzz.

yesterday was Family Day for my district. the number of people who turned up was not as many as last year's but we all had our fill of fun and were very happy. it was songs and dance night yesterday. dave and his friends sang. my cousin and her friends danced to the song Boogie Wonderland by Earth, Wind and Fire. omg. it was hilarious. at least during the planning and practise sessions. =X for me, i helped out in the design of the souvenirs but the design didn't turn out the way i wanted. was feeling damn sad about it at first but ya, learnt to live with it. not everything will go the way i desire. made a last minute decision to sing. was lucky that dave's friend was able to help me with the music. he played the guitar! soo cool. i danced also. WOOPS. i can't danceeeeeeeeee. learnt the steps yesterday afternoon. wahaha. managed to survive through the whole song. yeah!

been feeling like a pig. eat, snack, sleep and eat again.