ups and downs.

had our 1st combined rehearsal in front of 27,000 spectators 2 days ago. was feeling very nervous while we were on stand-by at the floating platform. lost my counting like almost immediately. haha. and lost my trainer's counting right in the middle. was damn scary but i think we did very well on the whole. 1st time in all trainings and wet runs. counting, at least for my block was perfect. totally perfect. never felt happier in my entire life. lol. a lil exaggerated. =X

i liked the song played during the finale. didn't like the dance though. haha. can't remember the steps too. oops. =X there's fireworks too! WOOOO! it was quite spectacular but laggy though. haha. there was some which were shot high up in the sky, near the sea, at the sides of the platform and one more! shot from a building. damn nice can! haha.

i invited 4 of my secondary school mates. one said parade was the nicest, can't appreciated the mass display. haha. another said, pre-parade was zzzz (not my business though) and mass display was... aiya. damn sadddd. all our efforts.. one has to be a performer to know what it's like to receive such comments. haha. oh well. maybe THE atmosphere has not arrived yet. haha. i hope our efforts will be more appreciated during the preview and actual day. =X