permanence ?

they say that life's like scenes played out in theatre. i think this is true man. in theatre, i've learnt that dramatic actions portrayed on stage are non-permanent (i think. haven't been studying. =X). so are friendships.

synopsis: the group that i've been with since secondary school has been falling apart. there's just too much politics. hai.

cast: the issue directly involves 3 people. including these 3, possibly 2 more people will be directly involved, including me.

director's brief: the rest of the people are just too blur/ignorant/insensitive to know the details of the issue. or maybe, to even know what is going on. much less even care to resolve the issue. sorry if i'm being sarcastic but ya, i think they need to wake up their idea. everyone is taking each other for granted.

some character motivations: the protagonist is someone who does not open up easily to us too. it would be difficult to find out what is actually going on inside him. i don't know if he told that other person anything, but i am really unhappy at the fact that he actually trusted someone whom he had known for less than 1 year with his personal problems than us, or at least the few of us, whom he had known for years. but ya, that's beside the point.

design elements: i see a cloud of grey. everything is just so blurry and unknown. i see reds as well. the 2 people directly involved are unhappy. being a 3rd party, i'm angry as well. because of the fact that they are taking each other for granted. there are softer shades of reds. even though there's anger, there's a sense of wanting to solve the problem.

arghhh. so lousy. nothing is forever.