eh?

20 years have passed and what have i achieved ?

nothing.

the best thing that probably happened to me was getting my driver's license and being admitted into university.

then again, i'm still not confident enough to drive alone. (what's the point man?!) and i don't feel suited for arts. or even studying. (damns.)

i took piano lessons because i wanted to and i really wanna see results. but due to meer nervousness, i screwed it up terribly. i was devastated. it was the first time i felt this way about my piano.

i took up vocal lessons due to interest and i gave up pursuing my dreams because i wasn't competent enough. plus, the environment wasn't suited for me.

am i lousy or what man?!

i'm just wasting my parents money. *bangs against wall*

and i'm always the problem creator, never a problem solver. ARGHS. i hate myselffffff. for being incompetent and always posing as a problem to people.