yeayea!

woo hOo~ i managed to conquer the fear of going to tutorials alone. at least for HY tutorials. =X haha. i was feeling jittery the past few days because i just couldn't stand the thought of going to tutorials alone! (okie. i admit i'm not independent.) i was afraid that i would give lame or bimbotic answers if the tutor asked me questions. (that's if he asks me. haha.)

and i think i'm not university material. haha. my trail of thoughts aren't similar to everyone there. mine was far more simplistic i guess. they interpreted things depth of depths. *faints* haha. HELP ME. i can't catch up. BUT, compared to TS, i think HY should be a piece of cake. TS tutorial was a killer yesterday. it fried my brains until i can't comprehend stuffs at the HY lecture. arghs.

few months back, i didn't imagine myself taking a single HY module. and here am i, enrolled in HY1101E DW1! lol. i like Dr Emmanuel. a joker. he's probably the reason why i've accepted history in my life. lol. (he hasn't shown the angry side of him. YET.) MUAHAHAHA.

anyway, i think it is true that ignorance is bliss. so if you find that knowing too much is a burden, i guess it's better to not think so much and be mentally prepared for the worst. plus, it's also probably better to maintain a certain distance and give yourself some time to cool down. this way, troubles that come your way will inflict only a fleeting pain.