haaa.

i think i caught the BoA fever again.

i want to be a superstar like herrrr!!

i want to hold my own concert at singapore indoor stadium! hahaha. i want to be able to sing well. i want to be able to dance. i want to have a live band playing alongside me. i want to have manymanymany people clapping and supporting me. i want to do a duet with her. i want to own the stage even if it's just for a day.

haha. as usual, i'm slacking and my mind is drifting away from schoolwork. i'm fantasizing AGAIN!!! shucks.

and i doubt my wish for this lifetime will come true.


* since i entered university, there had been major changes in my life. a part of my life slided into an era of chaos and turmoil. lol! okie. tt's exaggerating. but it was a period of downs, denial and deception. i guess it wasn't trouble who knocked onto my door, rather i asked for trouble and i drowned in trouble willingly. events unfolded gradually and finally i managed to see some light. *WOAH* it's sad to say that i ended up with nothing but i've learn some things from there. (i hope.) maybe i was a little foolish then. hai. but i can't seem to escape from the grasp of the naive, gullible and overly-trusting me. this is probably the reason why i've been disappointed time and time again. had my hopes up but ya~ whatever. felt really shitty then.

had a hair cut and a new hair color. (i love it man.) hopefully this spells a new start for me in the new year! *